Just when I thought we were there, it occurred to me he was just a stranger whose heart is cold, with ego and pride as huge as a mountain.
It took me years to finally date again after my last failed relationship.
I promised myself and I was certain I would get it right with the next relationship, which would possibly be the last relationship, but just maybe I was wrong.
Relationship has never favored me, "I thought. Where people are counting their blessings, my case is otherwise
I always end up with the wrong set of people. People who are too big to apologize, men who could be classified as "Egocentric," men who try as much as possible to identify your weaknesses and leverage on it.
What is this world turning into?
In as much as I admire the institution called marriage, I fear for myself, and I fear for the unknown...
So I asked myself, should I go on knowing fully well his flaws?
Should I just hide under the umbrella of "No perfect human being?"
But wait! When does expressing yourself in a relationship become a problem, because I always thought communication was an important factor in a relationship until now.
He still couldn't see my point after spelling it out to him. "Gosh! His ego will crush him, if he did" I wondered
At this point I just want to give up, he even blamed me for not reading his mind. "Who does that?"
I should take one day at a time, because sometimes our plans might not be God's plans for our lives.
... my heart bleeds
